I channeled my father last night, it is the only explanation I have for why his words were coming out of my mouth, either him or my mother but it felt like dad. It was the weirdest thing!
Afterwards it was all I could do not to burst into gales of laughter, I have never felt such waves of joy and amusement, not since I was a small girl. It was the weirdest feeling. It was the weirdest thing... it actually stayed with meup to the point when I hugged Dean and then it was gone.
I would give much to feel that alive again.